a sad case was happened to the Tan family.
my grandma, who is kind and gentle is passed away suddenly.
this incident was shock,
everyone were shocked.
when i heard it,
cant control what i feel, i cried.
as long as i cant accept what the truth.
back Melacca directly,
i know what i would do when i reach,
that's cry and cry, once and once.
even few days pass,
i feel heartache still.
i feel nothing sometime,
but i know i still dont know what's the important of ah ma.
feel pitiful to ah gong coz he will alone, now and future.
who will replace ah ma for take care of him?
who will gonna take this big kind of responsibility?
wont heard ah ma sound again,
wont heard that someone ask you eat dy or not,
wont heard someone ask you to eat non-stoply,
wont get the chance to called someone "ah ma",
wont heard the teow chew which gentle but unclearly said by someone...
i still remember what ours story,
the primary school's one.
just for you and me.
i know you still remember,
you remind me what i did this new year.
i miss you.
everyone smile, laugh, joke,
but i know they are sad and pretend themselves.
i saw my father cried,
once and once.
it must hurt him deeply.
suddenly i found that,
my parent is old enough,
i scare they will leave me while i havent done my dutiful.
i wish and i need to take more time with my family,
include ah gong too.
i wanna take many picture with manys,
whatever is friend or relative,
be a remembrance, just memories.
wish everything going well this year.
i love you, ah ma.
Angel, pls take good care for my ah ma,
pls take her to the side of Jesus,
thanks a lot.
heaven, pls open for her.
rest in peace, my dear ah ma.
