sad case

a sad case was happened to the Tan family.
my grandma, who is kind and gentle is passed away suddenly.
this incident was shock,
everyone were shocked.

when i heard it,
cant control what i feel, i cried.
as long as i cant accept what the truth.

back Melacca directly,
i know what i would do when i reach,
that's cry and cry, once and once.

even few days pass,
i feel heartache still.

i feel nothing sometime,
but i know i still dont know what's the important of ah ma.
feel pitiful to ah gong coz he will alone, now and future.
who will replace ah ma for take care of him?
who will gonna take this big kind of responsibility?

wont heard ah ma sound again,
wont heard that someone ask you eat dy or not,
wont heard someone ask you to eat non-stoply,
wont get the chance to called someone "ah ma",
wont heard the teow chew which gentle but unclearly said by someone...

i still remember what ours story,
the primary school's one.
just for you and me.
i know you still remember,
you remind me what i did this new year.
i miss you.

everyone smile, laugh, joke,
but i know they are sad and pretend themselves.

i saw my father cried,
once and once.
it must hurt him deeply.
suddenly i found that,
my parent is old enough,
i scare they will leave me while i havent done my dutiful.

i wish and i need to take more time with my family,
include ah gong too.
i wanna take many picture with manys,
whatever is friend or relative,
be a remembrance, just memories.

wish everything going well this year.
i love you, ah ma.

Angel, pls take good care for my ah ma,
pls take her to the side of Jesus,
thanks a lot.
heaven, pls open for her.

rest in peace, my dear ah ma.

2011 2012

had been few more days dint update here.

while i was Christmas...

these was the present that we exchange.

wow.

i won the first prize as well as biggest prize!

so lucky i was.

at night,

i spent with my dear eeling.

we was seaching the destination we wanna rest then.

ops, is beer.

sexy babe.

wow.

shy what.

this was the christmas present she gave.

surprise what.

see that?

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the day before 2012

i was spending with him at hawker centre.

tiger year dragon.

i dint take any picture on countdown!!

i spent with my another dear.

wow.

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my birthday,

i was happy and surprise.

you all gave me the surprise whether we all still not familiar yet!

my company surponsor it.

KFC meal for all my colleage.

  they are sharing it!!

and my first and only present on the spot day.

thanks alot you still remember it,

and i would touch and surprise.

feel shy when you presented me.

thanks my mom and my elder sister too.

 thanks manys of you who gave wishes to me on FB.

thanks U simyee, Clement Lee, Frozen Jie, Amber Wong, Veronica Chia, Leon Ng,

i was touch when heard you sang birthday song to me.

 the next day,

i would go out with my younger sister and my dear,

this was what i treat them.

but abee got present me a bag price RM200.

=)

and i received a letter from Ireland.

thanks Amber, i miss you.

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annual dinner.

i was pretty at once.

i lovin it.

a wonderful year.

cheers.